My mind is absolutely racing to fill in the void left by gaming. There was no way I would be able to quit gaming unless I it happened as violently as it did. Of course there is a voice calling out from inside the void. I am ignoring it and will continue to do so.
Spent most of my time today thinking about another hobby that could potentially help me earn some money. All gurus online say that do something that you are good at. I believe I am good at photography – or rather I was. I have lost touch. What about Gen AI then? Isn’t that replacing everything and will continue to do so even more as time progresses? What if it does replace photography completely? I want to do something to make sure I’m doing something productive with my time.
All thoughts are eclipsed by the fact that I have my driving test on July 4th. Fourth driving test. I was desperate enough to make a damn reddit post and deleted it immediately after. I’m seeing YouTube videos of the test routes for the test centre. Its all doom and gloom in my head. I’m already thinking what to do after I fail this test as well. I wish I could feel confident after an year worth’s of classes. I wish I could have a good day on the test date. I need one lucky break.
I hate myself for not being able to get this done.