No way I have enough time to wait for months. Pushing urgent things for later is only adding anxiety.
Okay.. Okay… so the driving license thing is not working out. Okay. OKAY!!
It’ll happen when it happens. I’ll keep trying. One of these tries – I’m going to crack it.
I cant keep linking things to one another. Can’t buy house if car doesn’t happen, can’t give Little-R a stable future if house doesn’t happen. This linked to that, that linked to this and on and on and on.
Immediately, there are some things I must work on. Some active focus items – things I must work on, everyday (weight loss & long pending certifications) and one particular passive focus item – the driving license. Weight loss won’t happen until I get some discipline into my life – and I have to start now.
I’ll make a plan (as per usual) – and then start gamifying my progress. The AI will help with this. The left side bar of these pages is empty now so I have some idea to fill these up to motivate me. First steps – what does my ideal day look like and what certifications do I need to achieve. I will start by picking one good item from the ideal day and make a habit out of it. Slowly picking up more and more items. The plan is to one by one build good habits that will make up my day and slowly start living my ideal days for real. Once this regimen is set in – I can actually focus on the weight loss. I will make a timeline for my certifications as well. So the two active focus areas for me are discipline and certifications. Discipline should make way for physical and mental fitness. Certifications should work towards academic fitness. I will write what my ideal day should look like next and work in the background over the certifications list.